The little feeling inside

Sometime it just approached you..... whether do you allow it..... that little feeling inside.....

Some of the morning, the begining of my days, where my eyes could barely open to read the time shown , while the ears hearing the same old sound that woke me up.
"5 more minutes...... i will....."i told myself.
There, 5 minutes passed......The mobile phone rang again. My head still resting on the pillow,body lying on the bed....
Like anybody else, always yearning for another 5 more minutes. The first 5 minutes, the second.......and finally
Half awake but eyes still close , i dragged myself to the wash room, switched on the first light source of my day......and there it goes, life begin in a new day.....

The hardest thing during every morning is to embrace a new day with a smile when you knew the same pile of work, same routine awaiting you.
You wash , you dress, you go to college or work......doing almost the similar thing daily. Sometimes you wonder why are you doing all this? and then you wonder does it mean any thing......sometimes you have a little urge for some changes.......
Yes, changes do occur unexpectedly, you get some sort of bad luck, critical moment during your journey of life. But then again you dislike it, complaint about it.......Would you see your distaste situation and moment as a challenge or lesson ? Look at the distasteful moment in the other way, it would be rather interesting. It has something to offer you......
Don't complaint too much, when the road of your life are straight. Enjoy the peace surround you, or make interesting changes of your own . Don't complaint when troubles come through you door, it is an adventure.

*If you could smile and feel great for the very first moment of your day......u win that little challenge.* But if you feel bad, the rest of the day would not be any better. You look at the mirror, you unsatisfied by that look. You went out there, the traffic give you frustration........

~Sher

Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes i wonder, what would it be if u were here....
Will you and I sit under the moonlight, sharing the stories of each other life?
Will you be my comforter in times of need?
Will you be the one who embrace my need?
Will you still reach out to me even as i aged? or perhaps a hug of silent which let me know i still had you and i am not alone?
Will we be sharing the same joy? even if it is the simplest one
Most important of all will i still be me?
never know......it is like a illusion

Nevertheless, you had offer me a gift from the very first moment i land on this place, "mother earth".
My first gift and will also be my last one
It can be the greatest or the worse gift......it depends on me....
If you could hear my soul within my flesh; i would tell u that, this is the most wonderful gift that ever happen......."Life".
Full of unpredictable, advantures....
Give me a sudden urge of joy, bittersweet moment ...

Did you know......you left too early, you left without a goodbye.
I have the picture of you lying in the box, but the image of you in my mind was so unclear and distance...
But my gratitute towards u remain.
Because...
You are my first stepping stone of all my memories, experiences, life pathway....
I don't know if there is a place called heaven...
I don't know if you are an energy vibrating in the same frequency ....
I don't know if you could feel me still.....
But if u were here i will hug u tightly.....because i can't remember the feeling you cradle me in your arms nor could i remember u did so.....

I wonder, where will the people away like you will be?
There are assumptions from all field; field of philosophy , science, religion......but then again.....there are so much to explore, to know even the most convincing reason had offer to us.
Collaboration is much needed from all separate entity......

~sher