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It has been a long while....since i write again
I Am so much lack of inspiration
I have lost tract of what i believe in..... pure love, pure heart, truth
When i start writng again at this moment, i asked what my heart believes?
Is like i dont know anymore..
When a person doesnt know where she/he stand..it is a lost soul.....a lost soul who follows and flow with the crowds and lost it true self...


What do u belive in?


Once i believe in the Quotation i wrote....

"Listen cautiously, there is something simple and pure within the soul. Is not about glamour, not about competition......just a raw U, waiting for yourself to discover fully. Thus, love it....

but now i eventually lost that inpiration, that ability that i once had.... Am not listening anymore perhaps... and am not strong to hold on what i believe...

who am I?
Who Are U?
What makes you who you are?
Perhaps we already know what we thought we dont know..
Perhaps we dont know what we thought we knew.....

ssl

I am loving this day

I am loving this day,
As I felt the rushing of excitement and pure Joy through the vein and body of mine.
It is the sound of music that keep my impulses so intense and lively.

I am loving this day,
As I felt so beautiful,
not because of the glamour clothes, jewel that I put on,
nor the way my physical appear,
But simply i felt so beautiful through the song i sang, and the music
and i told myself ,
" yes, this is me.... real me! Because i love to sing and it make me feel so beautiful, so free..."

I am loving this day,
Not that the other days were not good;
But today my emotional diversity and intensity doesn't arrive the same as the other day.
because everyday appear to be different to me...
and I simply feel like a butterfly fluttring with beautiful wings today

I am loving this day,
As today does not arrive every single moment
so i want to grab it so tightly into my memory as i wrote it.

I am loving this day,
because i felt the pure beauty through my unpretentious inner core
Felt like a dancing princess

I am loving this day,
Because loving everyday, every moment is what it should be!
because loving doesn't need a reason....
because love is simply love....


~Sher (ssl)

Where is it? That true smile.......

One couldn't smile
When there is no passion
One couldn't smile
When there is no enthusiasm
One couldn't smile
When there is less selfless, and greed crept in
One couldn't smile
When there is no pure love
One couldn't smile....
The smile I refer as, is a" True Smile" which come from within...so pure, not pretentious...

Where did i left that smile, which was so bright and beautiful before
I miss that......
Miss that path which once i walked with passion
Miss that path which once i walked with enthusiasm
Miss that person which once selfless and always try to gave her pure love......
Yes, circumstances and people changed that smile
But why did i allow it to happen?
Am i not strong enough? Am i afraid to stand alone?
Am i following the path that majority fellow human are taking, for the sake of convenient and approval?

This is a world where human betray human
Human hurting its own kind...
Where truth and righteous way known as dumb and stupidity
Where the black arts known as intelligent and be praise
Where unconditional true love is so rare......

And now am searching the pieces of me, and gather it into wholesome......