Where is it? That true smile.......

One couldn't smile
When there is no passion
One couldn't smile
When there is no enthusiasm
One couldn't smile
When there is less selfless, and greed crept in
One couldn't smile
When there is no pure love
One couldn't smile....
The smile I refer as, is a" True Smile" which come from within...so pure, not pretentious...

Where did i left that smile, which was so bright and beautiful before
I miss that......
Miss that path which once i walked with passion
Miss that path which once i walked with enthusiasm
Miss that person which once selfless and always try to gave her pure love......
Yes, circumstances and people changed that smile
But why did i allow it to happen?
Am i not strong enough? Am i afraid to stand alone?
Am i following the path that majority fellow human are taking, for the sake of convenient and approval?

This is a world where human betray human
Human hurting its own kind...
Where truth and righteous way known as dumb and stupidity
Where the black arts known as intelligent and be praise
Where unconditional true love is so rare......

And now am searching the pieces of me, and gather it into wholesome......